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  • Madeira Desouza 1:00 pm on March 17, 2018 Permalink |

    Best of Beck 

    Here is the complete set of 14 images from both parts 1 and 2 of the “Best of Beck” series I created in 2017. The combined illustrated story shows the inner workings of a violently sexual gang of young men.


    Picture 1 of 14

  • Madeira Desouza 10:30 am on March 17, 2018 Permalink |

    Rough Revenge 

    Here is the complete set of 5 images from the “Rough Revenge” pdf I created in 2016. This illustrated story shows the final minutes of a young man’s life in a contract killing.


    Picture 1 of 5

  • Madeira Desouza 10:20 am on March 17, 2018 Permalink |
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    Combat Culture 

    Here is the complete set of 8 images from the “Combat Culture” pdf I created in 2014. This illustrated story shows a military-style interrogation and execution.


    Picture 1 of 8

  • Madeira Desouza 11:49 am on March 13, 2018 Permalink |

    Alaska vs. Hawaii 

    Here is the complete set of 30 slides from the “Alaska vs Hawaii” pdf. This illustrated story deals with a cargo ship on a reality television show in which young male contestants must kill one another.


    Picture 1 of 30

  • Madeira Desouza 10:52 am on February 24, 2018 Permalink |


    There once was a website called Katharsis. That word comes from ancient Greek. It means purging or cleansing.

    The original Katharsis was started in 1987. It lasted for about 20 years.

    The founder and owner, John Randall, turned over all content to me, Madeira Desouza.

    I produced and operated a reimagined second coming of the site starting in January 2015. Unfortunately, the total number of visitors from 2015 to 2016 was disappointingly low.

    The reimagined site named Katharsis.xxx could not be sustained as a business due to the very low audience participation. After one full year of operation, I had to shut down that site. But, here at Desouzavault.com you can explore many remnants of what once was.

    The original target audience remained consistent: College-educated adult males—professionals around the world in the fields of the military, religion, medicine, law, education, and business. The unifying theme was an unbridled and joyful celebration of male victim fantasies.

    The value of the relaunched Katharsis was that it provided the target audience with guilt-free therapeutic release of emotional or psychological and physical tensions through viewing of fantasy-oriented fiction and images online. How I depict highly masculine men here and elsewhere online directly descend from the themes that I observed on the original Katharsis site during the 1990s. But, the reality is low audience numbers show that there is no longer a need for the Katharsis site nowadays.

    The fantasy situations depicted within all versions of Katharsis included a wide range from ancient Roman gladiators, Greek soldiers, human slavery, torture and castration, dismemberment, hangings, beheadings, prisoners of war, executions, revenge or thrill killings, to other extreme and highly controversial behaviors.

    One visitor to Katharsis.xxx wrote: “Katharsis not only titillated gay men for whom executions and execution fantasies are erotic. It also let us know that we are not alone and that we are not mentally ill.”

    Disclaimer: All the content presented here today is solely for fantasy purposes only. It is inaccurate for anyone to consider depictions here on these web pages as advocating uncivilized or unlawful behaviors.

  • Madeira Desouza 6:11 pm on February 10, 2018 Permalink |
    Tags: baja clavius   

    Behind My Commentary 

    Here is one of the main characters from my sequel named Baja Clavius: A Blood Moon Rising. This character’s name is Thomas Burke. He is the director of the top-secret time travel agency situated on the moon beneath the crater Clavius. The sequel follows my original illustrated novel known as Baja Clavius: Moon Men Deep Inside. Learn more at the Baja Clavius website where you can download everything there for free.

    Main Character from Baja Clavius: A Blood Moon Rising

    I portray Black men in my works on a consistent basis. I am white.

    So, why do I depict Black men so favorably?

    Take a look at what I recently posted—this commentary—about my choice to depict young, masculine men of various ethnic groups:

    If you’re thinking “I prefer white guys” when you see the images of the Baja Clavius characters, your are incorrect in how you express yourself.

    You can correctly say “I prefer Pepperoni pizza and dislike all the rest.” But, whenever you say I prefer white guys, you are expressing to the world one simple truth: YOU ARE BEING RACIST.

    If you do not prefer to read queer sci-fi stories or view images of gay male characters who are other than all-white, I am asking you to leave right now.

    I choose diversity and inclusion. This means I do not hang out with people who are racists or who exhibit racist behaviors or speech.

    If you want to help me get others to see the work that I do, I asks you to share word of my work online in your own words with other men who are like you.Thank you so much.

  • Madeira Desouza 6:06 pm on February 10, 2018 Permalink |

    Work in Progress 

    work in progress

  • Madeira Desouza 8:58 am on February 9, 2018 Permalink |
    Tags: science fiction   

    Penis Envy Ranch 

    Illustrated story entitled “Penis Envy Ranch” by Madeira Desouza. This is Episode 1 of the illustrated queer sci-fi time travel adventure called Baja Clavius: A Blood Moon Rising, which is the sequel to the illustrated novel, Baja Clavius: Moon Men Deep Inside.


  • Madeira Desouza 6:08 pm on January 31, 2018 Permalink |
    Tags: , submissive   

    Masculine and Submissive 

    Masculine and Submissive:  We easily tend to think that a masculine man automatically is going to be a dominant sex partner. But, this is just another worn-out gay stereotype. A man who has big hands and feet, a very generous endowment, and muscles is a joy to see. Yet, none of these traits may necessarily mean that he wants to dominate another man sexually. Sometimes a masculine man may just want to let others do what they want with him in bed. Just because he need that and it gets him off sexually. This can be very exciting for all concerned, or, deadly. [Initially posted online in January 2018.]

  • Madeira Desouza 1:57 pm on January 24, 2018 Permalink |
    Tags: love, lust   

    Work in Progress — January 24, 2018 

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